It's Been All Too Long!

Well, it's been all too long since I updated with what is going on in my life. I got moved into my new place and I absolutely love it. We have way more space and it just feels better. I can't remember a time when I was this happy and everything was going so good for me. The only bad part about life right now is it is Christmas time and I don't have alot of money right now. With the moving and coming up with deposits it has really strapped me for money. I think I have finally found a goood balance in my life. Shawn and I are getting along so good right now which I love very much.

TITANS VS. TEXANS

I would like to say that it is absolutely ridiculous that this happened. These players are role models to millions of people, including children. This kind of behavior should be unacceptable. I am a football fan and to have to watch something like this go on is utterly annoying. These men are paid millions of dollars to play football. If I worked at Wal-Mart and a customer did something to piss me off, I don't get to kick their ass in the store. They should always keep in mind that it is your job and they get paid to deal with situations like this.

A Good Day!

I'm been having a really good couple of days. For the most part I am hanging in there. I am really missing Trey tonight, I wish he was home to cuddle with me. Things will get alot better when I am all moved and I have something to keep me busy, like unpacking and decorating. I miss my dad, I wish he was around more to do dumb things with me. Like have lunch or just hang out. I am in no way ready for the cold weather it is depressing and sucks all around. I miss the summer when you can actually go outside and enoy it. I am just babbling on about absolutely nothing. So I am going to go to bed now.

Tired!

I'm so tired of sitting around at night and not sleeping. Night time is the worst time because everyone in their right mind is in bed but, me. I don't want to be up all night long. I just lay around on the couch watching movies and hopeing to fall asleep. Tonight was really dead at work. We  are all very worried about Don, he had a heart attack. Not sure how bad it was yet. Don't think we will know anymore until tomorrow. What am I going to do with myself this weekend. No bars or drinking for me. Maybe I will go to town and visit somebody. I also miss my Tami so so much. I need to go see her really soon.

Everything Has Finally Changed!

Well time has finally come that my entire life has changed, for the better. I am finally out of my off again, on again 6 year relationship. That happens alot but, this time its for real. I acted in a very ridiculous matter. So matter years of being pushed down and talked to like shit, what would you expect. Oh well, enough about that. I also met a nice guy, not a guy I am involved with. Someone that is having as much crap going on in his life as I have going on in mine. Just very refreshing to have someone to talk to things about. I also am hopeing to find a part  time job soon, so that I have something else to do with my time. Moving will be good for me to. It will keep all my attention focused on what I have got going on. Treyton and I are doing really good. He was pretty good at school last week. No hitting anyways. I am feeling overwhelmed with the whole moving process, I forgot how bad it sucked to pack and move all your crap. It's just a total pain in the ass. At least I can get rid of alot of crap that I don't need. I had a good time last night I went to hang out with a friend of mine that I haven't seen in so long. I had really missed hanging out with her. She got totally messed up and got sick but, fun all the same. Now that I have all these expenses coming up I'm not real thrilled about the holidays anymore. I'm sure that will change once I get moved and start putting up Christmas decorations. We will see though I am gonna go for now and try to get something done.

What Do I need To Do To Get My 4 Year Old To Stop Hitting?

My 4 year old son goes to daycare and to preschool, he is having alot of trouble with hitting the other kids. I am at a lose for what to do. I rarely ever spank him him and in no way am I ever excessive in spanking. I have tried talking to him and telling him that hitting will not be tolerated. He never gives a good reason for the abuse. He will say because tey were bothering him, or i don't know. His father and I have joint custody therefore live in seperate homes. So we actually split the week. I have him during the days and half of the nights in the week. I don't know why he is acting this way. If it's attention, how do I, as a parent, deal with this situation? The teacher and the daycare providers all tell me it is happening for no reason. I'm concerned that they are not seeing whats happening before the abuse to know what is triggering it. I don't want to have my son abusing other peoles children. Please help me out, I need all the advice I can get.
I'll add some other information about our situation. I pick my son up from his dad on Sunday night at 8pm and he goes to bed about 930. He has school at 9am, so he gets up at about 8am. He stays with me until Wednesday at 4pm. Thats when he goes back to his dads. His dad says he puts him to bed at 830pm at night and he gets up at 630am. Then he gets dropped of at daycare at 8am. I then pick him up from daycare at 10am on Thursday morning. He goes back to his dads at 4pm on Thursday. On Friday morning he again gets up at 630 am and gets dropped off at daycare at 8am. Then at 9am he goes straight from daycare to preschool until 11am. Thats when I pick him up. His preschool teacher says Friday is by far his worst day, he only goes to school Monday, Wednesday, Friday. So that is a little about our schedule. Please Please help me out with this.

Lucky Me!

Well, I have neglected to post to my blog for the last few days. No alot has happened but, I can tell you this. Cutting my hours at work was a really bad idea the weekend I didn't work. My loan officer at the bank called me about renting his house and I did it. I'm not sure if it was a good idea or not. I have been wanting to get out of my apartment for so long I may have made a bad choice. I think if I had to I could get my hours back though. I'm just not real sure that I can make it with out that money. Packing is no treat either. I own entirely too much crap and the thought of moving it across the street makes me want to cry. Oh well wish me luck.